Hi , Guys!

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I'm looking for a fic - and I *thought* it was "Jigsaw Puzzle" by HG, but I just read the beginning, and I don't think it's this one - where Ray had left Bodie/CI5 because he was invalided out (?) or something and they had lost contact, and Bodie *seemed* to live with a girlfriend and child, just they were both not his and he only pretended them to be in order to hurt Ray. Ray lived with a sculpturer/friend of his and had made a sculpture himself that betrayed his extreme misery. Then they somehow both re-joined CI5 as trainers/ops controllers or something and started their broken affair anew. 

I seem to remember that Bodie nearly raped Doyle one time, after he had beaten the crap out of him in a training session and Murphy (?), I think, was very worried because Ray had been shot and Bodie didn't know and therefore had been more forceful than he should have been during training. 

And Ray had cut his hair and had no perm, but slowly, slowly he re-instated his old CI5-persona and got a new perm.... or something. I think I remember that he had students and they found him gorgeous whith the new/old hairstyle. Oh, and he jumped over the pews in the lecture room, like he does.

Sorry, that this is so jumbled - I'm not even sure I'm not mixing together several unrelated fics - but that's all I remember. Does anyone know this monster? Oh, yes, it was looong....

Thank you in advance!  ;)