Looking for Recs

[biani.livejournal.com]

Hello everyone :-)
I got completely hooked again (after two and a half decades) on the Pros. I already googled quite a lot and found a couple of well stocked archives which I intend to read from the beginning to the end. But I´d really like to start with stories that meet my preferences in slash which means I am looking for dark, angsty stories, no AU though. As I am also a huge sucker for h/c I´d be happy get some recs for stories where Bodie is hurt and Doyle is the comforter. I really appreciate your help :-).

Bodie is kidnapped...

[metabolick.livejournal.com]

Newbie biani is asking for h/c fics where B is hurt and D is the comforter (see previous post here). I was trying to remember the one where B was kidnapped and then programmed to kill D (or maybe someone else). When Bodie is returned C wants to give him psychiatric help but D goes ahead and takes B to the country to help him by himself. I remember a scene where B is tethered to a pole outside a cabin and D feels so sorry and wants to free him but knows it's too dangerous. Do you know this one and its name, author, where to find it, etc.? Thanks. I was going to rec it to her.