Looking for a first time B&D story

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Hello, I'm looking for a fabulous B&D first time story that I read on the internet a long time ago. It's Bodie's first time with another guy but Doyle has some experience and so Bodie asks him to take charge, there is a particularly memorable line where Bodie says that he doesn't want to take it lying on his back like a bird. Big thanks to anyone who can help :-)