new years story?

[merentha13.livejournal.com]

We're reccing New Years story's over at CI5HQ and I'm trying to find the name of one I read a while ago. The scene I remember is a party at Bodie's flat and at midnight he is alone in his room, looking out the window (or on a balcony) and he says "miss you tonight, Ray." I don't recall if Ray left or if he died. Anyone remember this one? Thanks! & Happy New Year