Looking for a Bodie/Doyle fanfic

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Hi! I can't really summarize the story that I'm looking for but I can remember one really vivid scene. I don't know whether it was Bodie or Doyle, but one of them was forced to consent to stay in some sort of rehabilitation center because his partner was suffering from serious post tramautic stress and some kind if illness. Before that, I think Bodie was taking care of Doyle, and Doyle was really dependent on Bodie and clung to him like a cuddly lifesaver. Bodie visited Doyle in rehab, but I think Doyle stopped taking his meds, convinced everyone he was sort of okay, but in reality, he planned to break out of there. Doyle almost manages it past the guard and the gate, but security discovers he doesn't have clearance and then Doyle goes nuts. Somehow he secludes himself in the highest bell tower, has a gun, and tries to commit suicide. Bodie talks him out of it and his manic episode. There's a lot of crying during that. Then they hug, and Doyle starts to take rehab seriously. Later they're involved romantically, and I think they live happily ever after. I hope this sounds familiar to anyone. To whoever finds it, thank you! :-)